This was a very long day. It began with waking up at 6:45 and pulling myself together as fast as I could before arriving at babysitting at 7:30am!! The kids are 1 and 3, that has it's pros and cons. They cry, they shit, they babble on and on about nothing for hours upon end, which in a way is not too different from people my age. But then, there are times when you are talking to thier imaginary friend or going on crazy adventures that makes them not so bad to be around.
Committing to this two day a week summer job has really made me think about weather or not I want any little ones of my own when I 'grow up'. Honestly, I don't think I do. I know I'm young and I don't know what I want but I don't think I could deal with having kids of my own, of course if it was unplanned I would, but I'm not going to try, ever.
Why am I talking about having kids?
I'm way to tired.
The people I babysit for forgot to bring my money today for the week, I'm kinda pissed but don't really need it right now so whatever. This job sucks by the way, and it pays shit, I'm not going into detail but I make more money at dunkin donuts. Two more weeks, and I'm out... But I'm not exactly going anywhere better. One more year of high school hell.
So after my long day babysitting I needed a good cry. Sam picked me up and we drove around riverview meadows for a half hour calling my good friend Joe to see where he was. We were all planning on seeing World Trade Center. Joe was MIA so we got some taco bell and called him before the movie to try to catch him last minute. He answered but he couldn't end up comming. The movie was pretty good. I kind of expected it to be different but it was okay. Not a total tear jerker but I had my moments. We explored Taunton and listened to some good music. It was a pretty good night. The end.
drained
peaceful